Just another day... | kiragirl79's Blog

So today was nothing special...no earth shattering or exciting events to tell about, just a normal day. I went back to work today. Nothing really exciting going on there...still in training...same old same old.

I have been getting really concerned about my weight gain again. I had started to lose the weight that I had put on after trying risperdal, but I have managed to put it all back on. I feel pretty disgusted with it and the sight of my naked body makes me want to puke, so I started working out again. I will probably work out again when Kali goes to bed. I also got a bunch of healthy foods so that I can start being more conscious of my food choices since that is one of the main causes of my recent weight gain. I also normally gain weight in the winter, so I guess that this is pretty typical of me around this time of year anyway, but I still don't have to be happy about it.

I did get a compliment at work today that made me feel a little bit better about myself. The trainer said that I looked like I was glowing and that my complexion was all nice and clear. She asked me what I was all cute today for. Since I have been feeling so down about my appearance, it was nice to get a compliment from someone that I am not close to. It seems that the antibiotics that I am taking to clear up my acne are finally working. I am hoping that after two months the problem will be solved and I can come off of the antibiotics. The doc told me that if I still had problems after 2 months, I may have to take it for the rest of my life. Luckily it is not expensive, but I really hope that 2 months will do the trick.

So....that's about it. I think that tonight I may revisit my dbt workbook. I have been meaning to do so for awhile, but just never get around to it. Things are pretty calm around here so far, so I may take some time out for me.

So...everything is still going well in the new home. Kali is finally here and she has already managed to make friends with some kids that live next door. I am really happy about that. It will help her to make a smoother transition. I hope to make things as painless as possible. I may have alot of changes going on but she does too, but so far she is doing well. Hopefully she will continue to do well over time.

Richard is still looking for a job. He seems to be a little bit less stressed than before, but he could also just be working really hard to cover it up. He said that he is concerned bc his funds are running low. I hope that he will continue to be positive. I am sure that he will find something. Hopefully the move will prove to be a good experience and opportunity for all of us.