Back from the ville... | kiragirl79's Blog

Well, I went back to the hometown to visit everyone for xmas. Besides the grueling 19 hour drive (which wasn't so bad after all) everything went well. I had a slight meltdown on xmas. I was pretty depressed bc the electric guitar that my ex bought for my daughter outshined the bike that I got for her, I wrote heartfelt cards for my family and they didn't seem to notice or care, and I had no gift to open from my boyfriend on xmas. I am over it now, but I was really upset. I don't know why I let things get to me so bad, but I can't seem to help it.

Worst of all, the thing that I was the most upset about this year was the fact that I had nothing to open from my boyfriend on our first xmas together. He bought me a car stereo awhile back and we agreed that it would be my xmas present, but it would have been nice to have a card or something to show me that he was thinking of me. I still shouldn't have gotten as upset as I did and luckily I got over it pretty quick.

As far as my daughter and my family, I am over that too. I know that my daughter will get more use out of the bike that I got her and it was the one that she asked for. I also know that she loves me and that is what is really important. As for the fam, they told me later that they didn't read the cards until later and they at least told me that they are just being selfish. I still wish that they would have told me that they were proud of me.

Well, it is story time....so off to listen to story time with the little one.