Better days... | kiragirl79's Blog

Well, yesterday was a much better day. We got off of work early because the trainer couldn't make it in. She said it was due to the weather, but I know otherwise. She lives in Des Moines and me and my boyfriend decided to take a trip to the big city.

We ate at a german restaraunt which was really cool bc I haven't eaten at one of those in years. Then we went shopping and my boyfriend finally found some things that he liked so I bought his xmas presents. We were hoping to meet up with a couple that I met while I was in Des Moines for my job interview, but they were busy, so hopefully we will be able to meet up tonight for a drink or something. I also hope that they score bc I am jonesing for some 420. We resorted to smoking resin in desperation. lol!

Anyhow, so things seem to be getting a little bit better. We had a good time and also got to see the city a little bit. My boyfriend was also very affectionate which was nice since he has been cold and distant lately. He is really stressed bc his funds are low and he hasn't found a job yet. I mean, we just got here and I can afford to take care of everything right now, so he shouldn't stress so much. I wouldn't want to support him forever, but I love him and wouldn't mind helping him through a rough patch. It would only be fair anyway as he put all of the moving expenses on his credit card. The company will be paying it back, but I didn't have enough credit available to do it, so hah! He helped me so I can help him.

Other than that, nothing much to tell. I recently increased my abilify to 6 mg bc I was becoming slightly hypomanic and my mood has seemed to be pretty stable. I have been a little bit depressed off and on but I think that is bc I just moved, I don't know anybody, my boyfriend has been stressed and distant, and for the moment I am broke. I have also been missing my little girl alot which is not helping I'm sure. Fortunately it hasn't been a full blown fit of depression, I have just felt a little bit blue.